missing par

i can still remember how you look at me....how you laugh on my jokes....how tight your hug is...and how you care for me that much...gone where the days when i have to look at you silently every time your sleeping beside me; all i have to do is to hug you and listen to the sound of your heart....damn! i miss you par... yes... i MISS YOU... i saw you last week with your new found love...i was grateful that you say hi and even gave me that precious smile...i smile in return but you don't know how hurt i am when i saw you with your girlfriend...but what can i do...your not mine any more...there's nothing i can do...but to miss you and to just love you the way i love you before...but the difference now is...i m loving you from a distance...and in pain...