i m happy to saw you par...nothing had changed...you are still doing the usual thing you do every time you are waiting for someone...smoking! gorgeous...hehehehe....if you only knew how my heart beats faster than usual....ummmm....but i miss you so much that i have to fight my pride and talk and give a little time for me to have a nice chat with you....its an opportunity to patch things together between us...to clear things which are unclear to me...but i could not utter words except asking how are you...how's your life (without me...)...and to stare at you...and still remembering the times when you were mine...the times that i could still hold you in my arms...hug you and care for you....i always wanted to take good care of you if you only knew....i find fullfilment when i'm doing things for you to be happy...i miss everything about you...you are still the same...the same par before we broke each others heart...i wanted to hug you...but i can feel the awkwardness between us...but i can also feel the effort of making things okay between us...haiz par....if i could only turn back time... i should have fought my love to you....i should have not let you go and let your hands go...but still you're part of me...part of my system and not just on my memories... and let just leave it that way...
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