gregsaves

i never knew that i would make friends in the person of greg...a shy guy with a big heart to give...he had been so nice to me and doesn't mind what other people might think about him being one of my friends...i think i would treasure the moments when we had our first chat at mcdonalds after the modeling event...nothing special about him... except the fact that he is one friend that i will treasure forever...peace greg!

the taste of a bitter sweet

i m happy to saw you par...nothing had changed...you are still doing the usual thing you do every time you are waiting for someone...smoking! gorgeous...hehehehe....if you only knew how my heart beats faster than usual....ummmm....but i miss you so much that i have to fight my pride and talk and give a little time for me to have a nice chat with you....its an opportunity to patch things together between us...to clear things which are unclear to me...but i could not utter words except asking how are you...how's your life (without me...)...and to stare at you...and still remembering the times when you were mine...the times that i could still hold you in my arms...hug you and care for you....i always wanted to take good care of you if you only knew....i find fullfilment when i'm doing things for you to be happy...i miss everything about you...you are still the same...the same par before we broke each others heart...i wanted to hug you...but i can feel the awkwardness between us...but i can also feel the effort of making things okay between us...haiz par....if i could only turn back time... i should have fought my love to you....i should have not let you go and let your hands go...but still you're part of me...part of my system and not just on my memories... and let just leave it that way...

a girl named elai

wahahahaha....its been awhile since we partways...you had chosen your own path and so am i...but still you are part of me...a memory that i will treasure forever...you've been my knight and shining whenever i feel like im a princess in distress...a shoulder to cry on...a pillow to hug...a loving arms to carry me...i miss you elai...i consider you as my bestfriend eversince we were in pasigyaw...remember the days when we go together to the adoration chapel to pray whenever we are both frustrated, lonely, and in pain...remember the sacrifices we made just to be together for pasigyaw...we are always together through bad times and in good times...and that is what i'm missing right now....because we have little time now for each other...but though you are very busy right now and you have no more time for our friendship (whether you admit it or not)...you are still part of my life... a part of my dance that i will never forget the step to dance to...you are elai...my dancemate...my conscience....my friend....

missing par

i can still remember how you look at me....how you laugh on my jokes....how tight your hug is...and how you care for me that much...gone where the days when i have to look at you silently every time your sleeping beside me; all i have to do is to hug you and listen to the sound of your heart....damn! i miss you par... yes... i MISS YOU... i saw you last week with your new found love...i was grateful that you say hi and even gave me that precious smile...i smile in return but you don't know how hurt i am when i saw you with your girlfriend...but what can i do...your not mine any more...there's nothing i can do...but to miss you and to just love you the way i love you before...but the difference now is...i m loving you from a distance...and in pain...