mahal kita par!

i miss you erwin....
hangang kelan tayo ganito...
ang gulo, masyadong complicated....

MY NAME'S HIDDEN MEANING

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

one summer afternoon

....summer is fun even if it's so freaking hot....and indeed it's time for flirting and meeting new kinds of people....harharhar....i am killing my time by going to the internet shop and do some surfing....i rented a computer on one of my favorite com. shops...and i stayed on my favorite spot....guess what...i am sitting beside one of my fantasies...hahahahaha....the boy who looks like a puppy....hahahaha...he is so cute to be describe as such....i really like this boy...and to my surprise we were talking and making fun of each other's pictures....i am browsing my blog and he kept on peeking on my pictures....hahahaha...he has cute smile and nice personality.... i like the way he presented himself in an enigmatic ways....we ended up by getting each others' friendster email add....well he is just one of my summer flings....a nice memory to keep on my summer escapades....THE END

IF I WERE A GIRL

If I Were A Girl,
Even Just For A Day,
Maybe See A Different Side To The Story,
Why Girls Say All The Things That They Say,

Tell You Your The One,
And Say I Love You,
Then I Could Return 2 Weeks Later,
And Ruin Things And Tell Your We're Through,

If I Were A Girl,
Maybe Il Understand,
Why She Made Me Fall In Love,
Then Change and Go Back Where We Began,

Id Play With His Time,
And Make Him Look The Fool,
Then I'd Lead His Feelings To Grow,
Watch Him Fall For Me Then Go,
Then Like Most Girls Il Just Act Like We're Cool,

If I Were A Girl
I Wouldnt Answer My Phone,
Let Him Think That Im Sleeping,
When Really Theres No Way Im Alone,

Im With Someone Else,
And Their Listening To Me,
But He Thinks That Il Be Faithful,
What He Dont Know Is Fine By Me,

If I Were A Girl,
Maybe Il Understand, (Woah)
Why She Made Me Fall In Love,
Then Change and Go Back Where We Began,

Id Play With His Time,
And Make Him Look The Fool,
Then I'd Lead His Feelings To Grow,
Watch Him Fall For Me Then Go,
Then Like Most Girls Il Just Act Like We're Cool,

Baby Its Not Too Late For Us To Work Out,
Thats What She Said To Me Before Playing About,
If She Thinks Im Here Waiting For Her,
Shes Got It Wrong,

But Shes Just A Girl,
And She Dont Understand, (Yeah She Dont Understand Woah)
How It Hurts To See Her Playing,
And Shes Telling Me That Im Her Man,

Now The Tables Have Turned,
I Dont Care If Shes Hurt (Oh No No)
Cos My Minds Messed Up Im Going,
Wont Take This Shit For Nothing,
Now Everything We Had Is Destroyed,

But Shes Just A Girl...

gregsaves

i never knew that i would make friends in the person of greg...a shy guy with a big heart to give...he had been so nice to me and doesn't mind what other people might think about him being one of my friends...i think i would treasure the moments when we had our first chat at mcdonalds after the modeling event...nothing special about him... except the fact that he is one friend that i will treasure forever...peace greg!

the taste of a bitter sweet

i m happy to saw you par...nothing had changed...you are still doing the usual thing you do every time you are waiting for someone...smoking! gorgeous...hehehehe....if you only knew how my heart beats faster than usual....ummmm....but i miss you so much that i have to fight my pride and talk and give a little time for me to have a nice chat with you....its an opportunity to patch things together between us...to clear things which are unclear to me...but i could not utter words except asking how are you...how's your life (without me...)...and to stare at you...and still remembering the times when you were mine...the times that i could still hold you in my arms...hug you and care for you....i always wanted to take good care of you if you only knew....i find fullfilment when i'm doing things for you to be happy...i miss everything about you...you are still the same...the same par before we broke each others heart...i wanted to hug you...but i can feel the awkwardness between us...but i can also feel the effort of making things okay between us...haiz par....if i could only turn back time... i should have fought my love to you....i should have not let you go and let your hands go...but still you're part of me...part of my system and not just on my memories... and let just leave it that way...

a girl named elai

wahahahaha....its been awhile since we partways...you had chosen your own path and so am i...but still you are part of me...a memory that i will treasure forever...you've been my knight and shining whenever i feel like im a princess in distress...a shoulder to cry on...a pillow to hug...a loving arms to carry me...i miss you elai...i consider you as my bestfriend eversince we were in pasigyaw...remember the days when we go together to the adoration chapel to pray whenever we are both frustrated, lonely, and in pain...remember the sacrifices we made just to be together for pasigyaw...we are always together through bad times and in good times...and that is what i'm missing right now....because we have little time now for each other...but though you are very busy right now and you have no more time for our friendship (whether you admit it or not)...you are still part of my life... a part of my dance that i will never forget the step to dance to...you are elai...my dancemate...my conscience....my friend....

missing par

i can still remember how you look at me....how you laugh on my jokes....how tight your hug is...and how you care for me that much...gone where the days when i have to look at you silently every time your sleeping beside me; all i have to do is to hug you and listen to the sound of your heart....damn! i miss you par... yes... i MISS YOU... i saw you last week with your new found love...i was grateful that you say hi and even gave me that precious smile...i smile in return but you don't know how hurt i am when i saw you with your girlfriend...but what can i do...your not mine any more...there's nothing i can do...but to miss you and to just love you the way i love you before...but the difference now is...i m loving you from a distance...and in pain...